it was her 1o1th birthday yesterday and now she's already dead . i remember the days that she can still walk and carry me when i was young . and with her white hair and her nice smile without a teeth . haha . she's my great grandmother . how awful it is that its her bday yesterday and now she's dead . grr . well that's life . i hope she's happy now . no more oxygens . painful injectibles and some medications to keep her alive . and i just hope that she's happy with my great grandfather in heaven . ill miss you lola baak . we love you sooooo much . :(
you gave us life and reasons to keep loving life . i didnt expect this . i regret that i didnt visit you in the hospital yesterday . i didnt have a chance to say goodbye . but i dont know . im so speechless ayt now that i dont even know what i am saying here . i hope youre here with me ayt now so i can tell you this things . bye lola . muaaah ! :'(

! let it all go;

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Wind me up
put me down
start me off and watch me go
I'll be running circles around you sooner than you know
A little off center
and i'm out of tune
just kickin this can along the avenue
But i'm alright

coz it's easy once you know how it's done
you can't stop now
it's already begun
you feel it
running through your bones

and you jerk it out
jerk it out

shut up
hush your mouth
can't you hear you talk to loud?
No I can't hear nothing 'cause I got my head up in the clouds
I bite off anything that I can chew
I'm chasing cars up and down the avenue
But that's ok

coz it's easy once you know how it's done
you can't stop now
it's already begun
you feel it
running through your bones

so you jerk it out
jerk it out